bye guys. i have no more form of communication. so dont even bother to call or hope to see me online. or anything.. peace..
I wish my parents would juss not care about me anymore so everything would be easier. I wouldn`t cause pain to them no more, or to myself. I could do wutever the fucc i want n no one would lecture me about n e thing. i could not go to school, blaze, drink, let allllllll the fuccin stress go away. cuz like i sed.. i dont give a fucc about ANYTHING anymore. get that straight.
imma go wit reys quote n say "FUCK THE WORLD."
its me against the world people. and the world juss won. god damnit.
i hate you LIFE.
But I love my friends...
It would be great if i could run away again. I got so many places I could stay in. But I dont wanna go back to that place.. Livin life to the fullest to the near end would be WONNDDERRFULL..
Im sad, lonely, hurt, confused, unsure, embarrased, furious, angry, and fuccin mad at the same muhfuccin time. u know how bad that is?
Here comes that stage of depression.. again.. oh well everyone goes through it right? But the thing is, is that i can never handle it. Especially when im alone.
M dad goes "You say your embarrased when im with you at the mall. But im embarrased that my wife even gave birth to you." .......
I`m pissed off at myself. Caused so much pain to so much people. especially my momma. u know how many fuccin times she cried over me? and no im not talking about happy tears.
Man imma stop causing her this pain. And theres only one way to do it. But the only thing stopping me is fear..
But then again, i owe her my life. since i made hers miserable..
once again..
I HATE U LIFE. u need to die.
on the brighter note
This is Jin. ionno wut hes doin wit his hands but
daym he is so fuccin foine.
AHHH im gunna go crazy | 
